or should i split it into 2 post...haha...

2 major things to share...actually 3...but maybe i will do it with 2 today and maybe another tmr...

ah but i wed meeting YQ go out...cannot sleep too late...

okay so 3 major things...feelings...GD SHINE A LIGHT CONCERT...and well HANDPHONES...

i think i will leave the SHINE A LIGHT CONCERT to tmr...but i can guarantee the concert will blow off euur mind...okay maybe only me but it is totally hardcore...i really hope they release a dvd for that...another small hint...BIGBANG solo concerts are so 18 rated...seriously not kidding...

okay first topic...FEELINGS...

well humans are not perfect right?

3 feelings experienced quite recently...

firstly there was this donation program that was broadcasted live on channel u on Sun...there was one performer that totally moved me to tears...the 6 year old korean girl...she was born blind but heaven was kind and fair to give her the gift of piano playing...i've seen her on korean programs a few times...when heechul from super junior saw her playing he cried...well i wasn't at that time...but now when i watched it it was totally touching and i could understand why he cried...maybe i was too star struck my heechul kangin and leeteuk then XP...while 梁文音 sang 愛一直存在...so touching...she can play the piano when she never seen one before...just by listening to the music...cause i learn piano...everytime i see on youtube there are ppl saying that they didn't play using a piano score but just by listening to the music...i am very envious...how i wish i can be lky that...talking about that i got to start playing and practicing my piano le...

i wanna go back to school ><

seriously i saw a facebook group saying 'when euu are schooling euu want holidays...when euu are having holidays euu feel lky going back to school'...so true...i miss school life...seriously cause it have been at least a month since we stop lessons...i totally forgot how i learnt in school...just bringing out the textbook and stare at the teacher...seriously it was all lky stranger to me...lky i have left school for 20 years...i promised myself to earn money asap and go for korean lessons...i found some on the newspaper while looking for a job...i saw one private tuition...but PT is more expensive then group ones...have to reconsider first...

and lastly...is it just me or is my father just abit too insensitive...

i know not everyone is perfect...

but its just that maybe because its just me that i feel that he is insensitive towards me...

that is how i see it but well my bro might think my dad care for me more then him...

well its not just once but quite alot of times...i will just bring up the 2 most recent incident...

when we were in malaysia...i almost had an accident...car accident...actually i am totally exaggerating here but it was something lky that...okay so my family + relatives about 12 including the baby went to had a meal together...so cause euu know in malaysia in muar the carpark is not so advanced then compared to Singapore...so its just basically an empty land with rocks/sand/grass and euu just park there...cause there was a cat or something at the lot that my fathr wanted to park...so therefore he asked my mom to get down to check/shoo the cat away...so my mom got down...my bro got down...i was wondering should i get down too...so i did...about 15secs after my bro open the door and got down i opened the door too...when i stepped out and wanted to close the door my father suddenly reversed...okay i know i am at fault too but how come he doesn't know that i open the door...i even got down the car le how come he didn't know and just reserved...cause i was so shocked i just remembered that he reversed...the car door scratch the car next to ours...poor car...haha...and i was kinda injured too..i hit my waist...everyone thought i injured my hand but i didn't...maybe cause my the other hand was holding the the other car they thought it got hit...seriously i didn't know where i kept my hands...my cousin...the mother of the baby...was so shocked...keep on asking me if i was alright...she was the one who saw what happened too...my mom they all didn't notice i guess...until they heard a big bang...REALLY BIGBANG...haha they might be looking at the car reversing and checking the route behind...my cousin was looking out for me...the first thing my father was lky 'ey...haix' something lky that...lky why did euu get down...so i was really frustrated...he could go 'are euu injured' and then go haix...but he didn't...if i remembered correctly he didn't ask me how was i...or maybe i was fuming up so i didn't bother...i know i very bad but euu know sudden fumes sudden anger is so scary...haha...and because of that my old injury was triggered again...my hip wasn't feeling quite okay...even now when i am typing this my hip is giving me hell...but pray hard it is not lky some kidney problems that my mom say that kinda scare me...well maybe not cause my backbone hasn't been doing well since primary school and maybe that is what that is causing all this problems now...can't help cause bones mature le...can't straighten anymore...so yarhh...

and the other one is totally recent...on sunday we went to city square...at farrer park...

i am going down there again with YQ on wed to treat her Seoul Garden for her birthday that was last months thing and also i need to go there get something...okay so sunday went there go to one place to eat...call 'uncle sam's claypot'...so my father ordered a laksa claypot noodles and boneless thai chicken claypot rice...my mom normally very accommodating...she anything also can...so then he asked my bro what he wanted...okay if i remembered correctly he didn't know what to get...but my mom pointed out this graphic on the menu and asked the waitress what that was...she replied house special...so they ask my bro if he wanted...he said okay so okay lorhh...he ordered that...okay so look lky i am the only one haven't order yet...since got 2 claypot rice one noodles dish i was lky okay i should order a noodle dish...i was already eyeing on the ipoh hor fan claypot noodle le...then suddenly the waitress introduced the ribs cleypot rice...my mom was asking her to introduce the popular dish...she said ribs claypot rice not bad too...then my father immediately say okay one ribs claypot...didn't even ask me whether i was okay with it...other then that we ordered the fried chicken wings with thai sauce and veg...those 2 my mom got ask me whether we wanted it...and also the only thing i ordered was soya milk...seriously...so when the dishes came...the 2 dishes i ate most was 2 midjoint chicken wings and veg...cause those are the only things that i acknowledge...or should i say kinda ordered it...but cause no breakfast and all...so must eat...so i had a little laksa cause i wanted that too...and the house special claypot rice cause there is the sausages in there...so is it just me or is my dad really insensitive...haix...

okay i have to go save some BIGBANG photos and upload into my itouch and sleep early...now is 3.53am...i spend about an hour writing this...i started at 2.59am...gotta go sleep early...cause of the killing hips...the pain is really ARGHHHHHHHHH~ giving me hell...and also ytd while i was watching show with my bro at around 2plus suddenly the whole world was spinning in my eyes...i couldn't even stand properly...and i quickly got out of my room...i wanted to ensure it wasn't earthquake...i keep on asking my bro if he felt giddy cause if he was then it must me earthquake...he said no and i was thinking so too cause the giddiness is lky the scene in front of euur eyes was crashed lky a paper...everything twirl and crushed into a ball...got to sleep more le...i even freaked my bro out...GOMAWO eh...thanks for the concern...

okay just one thing is taking so long in terms of time and the passage length...so i guess i will be writing about GD SHINE A LIGHT CONCERT + HANDPHONE into tmr's post...since they are related and well even the hint too...so hot that it is enough to be rated M18...okay gtg...now is 4.00am...i type very slow horhh...okay gotta go compile all the stuff and sleep at 4.30am...

DREAMS ABOUT KWON JI YONG G DRAGON ^^

edit at 4.10am : too tired so i think i am going to watch the videos on my itouch and go to sleep at 4.30am exactly...and another preview for tmr's subject...GD SHINE A LIGHT CONCERT...an article says 'G-Dragon has sex at his first concert?'...well euu know it isn't real but this topic really proves that something HOT happened...well even my bro...a male says that too...so must anticipate...okay going to have itouch moments with BIGBANG now...