so tired~
since 1.15pm ytd till now i haven't had a decent sleep at all...
not even a wink...
is it me just thinking too much?
after the holidays start i ate 2 meals per day cause my sleeping time is normally ranging from 3am to latest 4.30am...therefore waking time is normally ranging from 11.30am onwards to latest 1.30pm...so i can't really have breakfast...
but nowadays just eating one mouth i feel lky puking...
i only consume half of what i use to eat...
and maybe because of that i feel hungry at night...midnight i mean...
previously i dun eat anything...just let my stomach feel hungry...
but since my bro joined me in 'burning midnight oil' for video watching he also tend to get hungry...then he go find food lky biscuits and i would end up eating together with him...
and slowly it turns into a habit...
haix i have the confidence to stop this habit if only my bro don't consume too...haha
sometimes i feel giddy...maybe cause of tiredness although normally i sleep 8hours or more then that...puking too...
tend to get agitated more...and my decisions tend to change fast...
GD's SHINE A LIGHT concert...it has been 1 week already and i still haven't posted...
i know nobody reading my blog but still...a passageway to share what and who i like cause my parents dun really care much...say also dun understand and they dun really know who they are cause they never follow...so difficult to start a convo...the most is with jaspreet cause she keep on kena influence by me and her sis...both of us...me and her sis...lky SS501 and BIGBANG almost at the same time...meaning when i lky SS501 i told jas she say her sis also lky then that time BIGBANG also...so she listen to her sis listen to me...slowly she also kena influence...haha...ytd midnight i set my mind straight to write it but 2 to 3 sentence later i dunno what to write...dun have the...euu know emotion to write...so its still in my draft now...and now i am using my desktop so i dun have the info for his concert cause all info in my dad's laptop...but at night when i can use i dun have the feeling to go write...plus sometimes my bro go off quite late at 3am...and i got alot of things to do...so sometimes i dun feel lky blogging...so sorry have to wait awhile more...i try to complete tonight or tmr earliest...
okay erm so i was staring at the window of my living room cause my room was freaking stuffy i had difficulties breathing and my living room was much cooling cause now the season the wind is blowing from example right to left...my my window is at the left and no air is coming from the right cause at the right there is another room...and i sleep with door close...and my room has no air-con...haix...even when i on my fan to power 3...the biggest one...it was still stuffy...i was sweating even when i am wearing lky singlet and fbt to sleep at home...so i was staring till sun rise...now i really feel lky sleep but i can't...cause my bro went back to sleep lky 30 mins ago...stragely when everyone in the hse is sleeping no matter how tired i am i can't go to sleep...it's lky i dunno since young...lky i felt that i had to watch the hse just in case there is a break-in and everyone is sleeping...why do i feel lky a dog...haha kidding...
its only 10.30am now...normally i am still sleeping lky a log...time flies slowly today...my dad is coming to fetch us out for lunch but i dun feel lky going out...so tired ><
♥大東
