AHHH I AM BROKE AND NEED MONEY URGENTLY...
but no dirty cash...lky what GD narrated in their song 'Dirty Cash'
'HELL NO I DON'T WANT YOUR DIRTY CASH'...
must listen to GD...cannot take dirty cash...LOL ><
i am in dead meat now...
my mom introduced me to a job where her colleague's daughter is working now and all assumed it was a confirm hire job...until when i went down ytd all the way to Toa Pa Yoh when they said i had no experience in working and that even if they wanna hire me that would be lky next year...i was too dependent on this job...i pushed 2 good job offers away...one by metro...cause i could only start work this month and they do't have anymore vacancy...$950 per month eh...good pay and also at woodlands...that means causeway point...so near my house...YQ and PeiShan currently working under metro now...they get $900 per month cause they doing sales and that time i applied for cashier...another is TAKA...but cause too far and the job my mom introduced was much better so i also rejected the offer...now i am poor...
the reason i am in dead meat is because seriously speaking i went to order many BIGBANG's concert DVD...cause i had plans already...once i work...i get paid $36 per day...$6/hour for 6 hours...i would save $20...$10 used for meals + magazines and $6 for parents...any extra would be saved up...so before christmas i can make about $400 at least...and also i want to get the stuffs before christmas cause my aunt from malaysia might wanna come to singapore for holiday during christmas season and if they come we can watch the dvd together...i am those kind that dun lky to own everything myself...i like to share in terms of my favourites...i want other to lky what i lky also...something lky that...so i normally force my bro to watch videos of fahrenheit to SS501 to SuJu to BIGBANG...
previously when we go back to malaysia we normally stayed up late till earliest 1am...but maybe cause life gone busy and with all the work...my aunts nowadays sleep at 11plus 12am...they had a change of body alarm and we had too...mine was shifted backwards to 3am 4am...and even my bro had his shifted to latest 3am...reason of them sleeping early is also because they don't really follow TVXQ now...and i am busy following SS501 and BIGBANG...so we kinda swop places...haha...last time we used to spend time together...watching DVDs...it was real fun...now now nobody to share with...i feel angry?frustrated?annoyed?sad?...all negative feelings...my parents don't like this kind...as in even if they are in the living room and i on the dvd...they just go read their newspaper or do chores...i watched the dvd before but i keep repeating in front of them...hoping that they take notice and know who i like and also know more about me...euu know ignoring is a much better case cause sometimes they say bad things lky they dun like...i more sad...and bro sometimes dun like or tired then dun watch...then i cold war with him...dun talk to him...if they come for holiday next day no work...can stay up very late...my aunt also know and kinda like BIGBANG too...so confirm got alot to talk about...
i really wanna thank my seller...she very good to me...other blogshops expect euu to pay full amount or at least a deposit before they send in the orders for euu but this seller that i patronize often...always help me to bring the items in to singapore...pay for me first then when i save enough i contact her then we meet up to collect and pay up...and normally i order quite alot at one go...this time BIGBANG the orders are more then $100...but she help me pay her supplier first...cause i was jobless i told her that whether i could pay half...get the items first then pay the rest at a later date...i didn't expect her to agree cause i think other then her all the other blogshops is confirm a no no...maybe cause i loyal customer she not scared i run away...but i still feel sorry towards her...
too dependent on the job already...i was even intending to save up to buy G Dragon's Heartbreaker tee and hoody...the prices are not cheap...respectively $70plus and $120plus...there is also BIGBANG's purfume and board game...
but now i think i can't...don't look far but now in front of me i have at least $300 to $400 debt...although i told my seller that i would pay maybe about half and the other half later...she agreed but say dun take too long to return but half is still a problem here...i can dun take all at one go...which might lessen it abit but still huge amount here...haix...money is a BIG PROBLEM...my early christmas wish is to get a job that pays immediately at the end of the day or cash as christmas present...haha...so practical...both also got possibilities and impossibilities...50:50...haix...
money dun stay long in me and my bro's hands...well both of us are libra's and libra's are bad at money matters...well at least for the both of us...we used to have savings but we spend it all when we went to kitty lab...i know holidays le...shouldn't ask parents for allowance...should go find a job...but jobless...they did give us allowance...lky on thurs we had $10 left...my mom didn't know my dad gave us money and left $20 on the table...dad put $20 in my wallet and i only saw when we going out of the house...with that extra $20...my bro shifted his intentions to the money...for taxi...he don't lky mrt...he like taking taxi when he have the means to afford...but i prefer mrt to taxi cause taxi damn giddy and if i suffer from panic attack i can get off the nearest station on an mrt but in the taxi i can't ask the driver to stop right in the middle of an expressway right...i managed to make him take mrt there but we took a taxi back to causeway point to look at something and then mrt back home...just one stop...that time we went kitty lab also took taxi...cause my bro wanted too...and we were left with $10...but ytd we were lazy + it was raining so we decided to call KFC delivery...my dad gave us $10...so that adds up to $20 but the KFC was over budget and we had to go dig for coins...
NEED MONEY...ARGH ><
♥大東
