21 NOVEMBER 2009 Mnet Asian Music Awards...
didn't imagine i could watch it LIVE...
i was roaming around the korean news page i normally visit for daily updates on Kpop news...
saw that Mnet Asian Music Awards (MAMA) is going to be held...
G Dragon and Taeyang's special duet...first duet ever...
normally they perform either solo or together as big bang...
so anticipating it...
went to google ways to watch it...
channel[V] broadcasting it live to all South East Asia countries...even if i have the money i don't think i can immediately watch it cause they need to install and all that...so i panicked...
there were quite a few ways...lky GOMtv and others...
managed to know how to work GOMtv...
red carpet was at 4pm singapore time...then the award ceremony is 6pm singapore time
korea timing is one hour ahead of us...
finally waited to 6pm but GOMtv keep on pop up something...cause it's korean words so i dun understand...
finally went to soompi forum MAMA page...there were many ppl there saying that GOMtv and solinren broadcasting...alot of comments by ppl saying that they saw the red carpet and all that...i panicked...cause it wasn't on youtube and GOMtv keep pop up korean words which i though was the show haven't start so there is no image...
turn out someone posted a photo of the pop up and another stated that it means only available for those in korea region...i panicked even more...so decided to try solinren...the ceremony start le...but they keep on got prob i think with copyright...the channel just closed...lucky it was just the front part...got one part where they were recovering the program i saw they use sina.com...china news site...i tried there but no matter how many time i download the plug ins it won't work...so lucky solinren there front 30 mins got prob...after that it was alright...
MY FIRST LIVE BROADCAST KOREAN AWARD CEREMONY ONLINE...
so i was watching it and also checking the forum at the same time...refreshing to check for more updates/comments from others...then many uploaded pictures of DEAR G DRAGON on the red carpet...he even brought along GAHO...haha...GAHO GROWN SO MUCH...NOW HE IS FREAKING BIG SIZE...

BEFORE : Little puppy...face smaller than GD's palms

After (MAMA red carpet 7:17PM KST) : Big boy...much taller too...
haha...GD's hair is back to black...i prefer it blonde...the one in heartbreaker...
another comment on the forum seriously freaked me out totally i almost fainted...
they stated that GD shaved his head...but from this pic it really looks lky...but thank god it wasn't...his hair was only disclosed during GY(Gdragon YoungBae aka Taeyang) perf...post more tmr...it reminds me of haru haru's hairstyle...and i dun really like that...although it was only half of the hair shaved off...but just to keep euu in suspense his hair during the awards was something lky haru haru's hairstyle below...

was so scared he shaved all off...cause he wearing hat and both side lky empty...
alot of shots of GD...freaking CUTE...
the big winner of MAMA i must say is 2NE1...GD was very happy of and for his juniors...
he had that proud and happy face on him when 2NE1 names are called out to receive the award...
like a proud father having outstanding daughters...haha...no joke...
in front of 2NE1 although 2 of them..Sandara Park and Park Bom older then him...
but when it comes to work GD is always posing as a senior...well cause he has been in showbiz much more longer then 2NE1...therefore he is more senior...
very sad cause GD didn't get any award...he was nominated for best male singer and heartbreaker for house and electronic music award
...Big Bang was also nominated for male group...along with SS501 and Super Junior...SS501 only managed to get into best OST for 'because i am stupid' for Boys over Flowers...
his stage with Taeyang was fabulous...firstly he did 'heartbreaker'...then taeyang with his newest solo 'where u at' and 'wedding dress'...then they did 'korean dream' together...this song is one of the song in heartbreaker album...GD's solo song featuring taeyang...2PM's performance was great too...i don't know why but i felt lky crying when they performed again and again...which is a dance song...there was a spot light and many ppl were guessing that jaebum would appear cause few days back there was a picture of him at korea's airport...i wasn't concentrating but there was definitely a space purposely left for jaebum...the space where he dance...and i didn't notice but many said that nobody sang his part...like saying only he is allowed to sing...nobody can take over...the fans were singing if i am not wrong at jaebum's part...
lastly was so happy cause i though that GD was going to go home empty handed when he actually went home with one of the 3 daesung awards...daesung=大胜 or big victory...actually it just mean the biggest award...the ____ of the year...heartbreaker was rewared the ALBUM OF THE YEAR...chuka eh~ KWON JI YONG... FYI KwonJiYong=G Dragon...also congratulating 2NE1 for winning the Song of the Year with 'I Don't Care' and 2PM for winning the Artist of the Year...after the awards ceremony which ended at 10pm singapore time i went to the forum...many bashings around...make me freaking angry and sad...i really love those comments that go lky 'congratulate ___ for winning' or 'even if i am a fan of ___ but i think that ___ really deserve to win'...but euu know there is always 2 sides...many were going lky 'why do ___ got this i don't understand' or 'MAMA is bias towards ___' and what makes me flare is about my GD...he worked really hard for HEARTBREAKER...most of the songs he wrote it himself...composed it himself...produced it himself...more than 70% of the album is done by him...but many comments go 'G Dragon really don't deserve to get album of the year' and related...cause the song
'Heartbreaker' was said to plagiarize Flo Rida's
'Right Round'...seriously speaking not trying to take sides with GD but i also learn music and i seriously find nothing similar between the two songs....okay maybe the part when the guy started to rap...but G Dragon's rap is 4 beats pause while his is 8 beat pause...and the chorus...i think it is different...and ppl were lky going 'he plagiarize...he don't deserve it' 'how can this get album of the year' 'totally no skills'...all this fans belong to mostly SM (SuJu SNSD TVXQ) and some from DSP (SS501 Kara) and JYP (2pm)...everyone wasn't happy of the fact that YG took almost all the important award...under YG there is Big Bang and 2NE1...well for Big Bang GD as solo only got one award...while 2NE1 got if i am not wrong 4 awards...including rookie group and song of the year...alot of the fans were saying that if SM was there all the awards would go to them...i totally agree...SuJu's 'Sorry Sorry' and SNSD's 'Gee' was a total hit...and no doubt i think SuJu would get Song of the year for 'Sorry Sorry'...but all blames are to SM...SM was the one that wanted to boycott MAMA...saying that it is bias and they dun trust them...they were the ones that have problems with MAMA...therefore MAMA didn't give them any award...well...as a fan of SS501 from DSP entertainment SUJU from SM entertainment and Big Bang from YG entertainment...i do think that MAMA have the rights to not give SuJu award cause SM were the ones that didn't trust them...so i think that the in charge of MAMA thinks that giving them award was no point...why not give it to other groups to encourage them to do better...not trying to say they don't deserve it...i think the artist of SM did well this year and they totally deserve the awards...but since the company doesn't trust the awards...there is totally no point...some were going '2PM debuted only for a year and now awarded the artist of the year?' 'if it wasn't for jaebum they wouldn't have this fake fame'...well it doesn't mean that the longer euu are in this industry euu will get the award...2pm really did well this year and in this year judges think that they did really well to deserve the spot...i saw a comment i totally agree...it goes 'Hey you guys ... Dont be selfish like that ... I know that you guys love your idol so much but you should be fair to the others ... You are just angry cause your SM's artists didnt receive any awards ( except DBSK ) ... Arent you ?
If your idols deserve to win the awards, then so do 2PM, 2NE1, GD, Kara, Kim Tae Woo, Baek Ji Young, etc ...' also ppl were going lky 'SS501 didn't appear for MAMA why can they still get an award but not SuJu and SNSD' btw FYI they got best OST for 'because i am stupid' for Boys over Flowers...the reason clearly was that SM boycott MAMA and DSP didn't...SS501 wasn't there due to schedules for their newest album but KARA was there...
okay enough of all that...it says 4am now...really gotta go sleep...if not parents scold...i rant too much here...i will post the videos tmr cause now this post too long...haha...anyone who wants to watch MAMA can download from
http://cashewmaniakpop.wordpress.com/2009/11/21/2009-mnet-asian-music-awards/ ...if i am not wrong there is only part one now...maybe later there will be more...
♥大東

very tired...
prom ended quite smoothly i guess...
left furama at 11.30pm...
fetched esther and anne to CCK mrt...
came back home...
after all the wash up it was already 1.05am...
well i was selca-ing after getting home...
cause didn't took much pictures...
so must take picture at least as a memory...
when i went back home i totally freaked out...
my bro said that my make up smudge until lky seungri's black eye circle...
didn't believe but when i came home and looked in the mirror i freaked out...
my eyes were freaking scary...


just finish uploading all the prom pictures i have in my camera to facebook...
although i didn't take much...
and also the pictures i took at TURI BEACH...
2D1N father's company outing...
the scenery very nice ^^
♥大東

hungry ><
but for prom have to bare with it...
ate dinner before 7pm...
freaking hungry right now...
also avoiding water as well to prevent water retention...
but since prom is at night i decided to let loose and end up drinking 2 small cups of lime juice... got the heels today...freaking happy...
ankle boots with heels...10.5cm high...
although it is really high to one but i think it is okay to me...
after changing into my normal heels which is i think 3cm high...i feel lky i am on flat ground... haha...TOTALLY LOVE my new heels...
i prefer the first shoe that i tried on though...it suits my dress better...
but they dun have my size...only got one size smaller one...
its okay but the front is abit tight...so my parents say dun wan...
but that heels is really nice...haix...
nvm this heels is nice too... ^^ okay going to catch some sleep...if not tmr got panda eyes...
and also to let me forget all the hunger... ><
♥大東

again...i am tired...(GD- white hood Seungri- black scarf)
went out the whole day today with jaspreet and bro for manicure and also to causeway to find my bracelet and also shoes...
have been prom shopping lately...
my nails are pink and jas's light purple/lavender...
saw shoes at charles and keith...but prices are at 40plus to 60dollars...
i think maybe tmr go down with parents then see how first...
but i really dun wanna wear the one i have now...
the height too...short?
i want one with higher heels...
manage to get bracelet...cost me 13plus...
and i bought another lip gloss cause the maybelline one abit too gel...i dun lky...
but see how first lorhh...dunno which one i using yet...
also spend some time talking with jaspreet bout G DRAGON...haha
well basically thats all...
really want the heels i saw today...my dream heels...
okay gtg sleep cause really tired...
but before that...going to watch some videos on my i pod...
they are my lullaby ^^...
BTW taeyang's 'wedding dress' and 'look only at me' freaking nice...
his solo...
not forgetting our dear JIYONG's solo...
GD Kwon Ji Yong...JiYong = GDragon's real name
haha...'heartbreaker' and 'breathe'...
♥大東

TIRED...
lky seungri and G Dragon (GD)...
seungri - red tee
GD - pink pants
very tired...
cleaned up my room from 4.30pm till about 12.30am...
8 hours...wow time flies man...
got rid of all my secondary stuffs...
can't take it anymore...going to sleep...
this few days i just can't seem to sleep late...
i used to sleep at 4am...
but now i just can't take it at around 2am...
haix... ><
just came to updated playlist and loves...
with BIGBANG and G Dragon...
prom is this friday...all settled but i wanna get new shoes...
even if there is no hot pink but at least a black heel with a higher heel...
and lip gloss...i wanna change...the one i bought abit too gel for me...
i dun lky...
also need bracelet...
going to causeway with jaspreet tmr most likely after medicure to see the bracelet shoes and stuff...
going to sleep soon...good night and enjoy BIGBANG's songs...
i have successfully influence jaspreet and now she and her sis is addicted ^^
♥大東
OMO i am infected by hallyu wave...and totally no cure kind...
well if euu had read the previous post...
SS501 SNSD and SuperJunior...now add...
BIGBANG...
lky the previous cases...i only focused on T.O.P cause he and hyun joong good friend...then taeyang cause i find him cute in Intimate Note cause he keep on smile...
as i was watching their videos my attention shifted to G DRAGON...ok seriously my first impression of him is just that he has a dog and he always post the pictures in his mini hompy / homepage (korea's blog)...which always appear on epop magazine and that because of the picture he thinks that now the dog is more famous then he is...and he has weird hair?

♥大東