contradicting feelings now...feeling sad and happy at the same time...well but should i say only 40% happy 60% sad...
happy cause chinese finally got A1...freaking happy...distinction for oral too...
sad cause i don't know is it whether my parents expect more than others or what...i could really feel the difference between mine and yuqing's...both of us gotten a B3 plus merit for o levels mother tongue last year...this year both got A1 plus distinction...same marks...good friend huh?haha...me and her lky twins...well cause both of us are libras...hence really know what each other were thinking...she told her mom and her mom was real happy for her...both of us informed thru sms...maybe cause libra huh...scared talk to parents half way too happy cried...so we just sent sms...she could really sense the joy her mother has over her results...although i don't know what her mom replied...but from her expressions and everything could see her mom was real happy for her...and treating her to hard rock soon after her bro's prelims...well i am not saying my parents are not happy...i am not saying just because they nv treat me to expensive restaurant they don't care for me...but just that when i told them...my mom replied good new...father replied congratulations than must study hard for other subjects from now on...the first thing my mom came home was to ask me whether i saw wrongly...i was really i dunno...feeling lky how come lky that...i know maybe she scared see wrongly than affect me...but the words were...i really dunno how to say..not trying to hurt their feelings here too...just that i feel it was more expected than anticipating...
birthday is coming soon...one month and seven days later...
i really don't know how to get through this years birthday...
o levels just round the corner...dun even think can rest during my birthday...lucky i got good friends around me...haha...told jas that i saw this real nice SS501 clock that comic connections is selling...she wanted to get it for my birthday...but i told her chinese can't get them clocks as gift cause its meaning in chinese is lky sending the person euu giving clock to on last journey...lky funeral and stuff...cause once i said this she said aww...haha...but really appreciate although i really like to have the clock...yuqing is getting for me a stitch at first barhh...we promise to give each other real big plushies...she loves hello kitty...hence i getting her one...but this few days i crazy bout PARKJUNGMIN...so today i told her i want a horse...jas and yuqing should know why cause this few days i keep on feed them with SS501 videos...for those who don't know..JUNGMIN's nickname is horse...haha...cute...cause they say his face look lky house but i beg to differ...haha...JUNGMIN-MAL...mal means horse in korean...a-ra-so?...that means understand?haha...learned alot of korean words on the way...so addicted that i have to listen to korean at least once in a day...if not feel weird...hmmm...recently really want BOF dvd...but i also saving up on SS501 albums...so can't really get it now...and if ask friends buy for me for my birthday i think too ex le...they can't afford...the SS501 perfume i think also no hope le...pre order ending in lky 6 days...haix...real sad...really wanted it badly...
and now also got one prob...kinda dunno what to do...
SS501 confirm coming to singapore for their 1st Asia Tour PERSONA...and before that they would surely come to singapore to conduct a fan meeting...korean bands always conduct fan meeting rather than lky autograph session as compared to taiwan bands...all this fan meeting need to buy tickets than can get in...why do i worry?cause from previous fan meeting...in korea and taiwan, the tickets sold out merely in a day...haix...and i dun think i can save enough...my parents wouldn't be paying for me i guess...haix...and also their upcoming concert in december...that one maybe i can safe up myself...cause after o levels me and yuqing going to work...and real good money i tell euu...it is instant cash...that means at the end of the day euu will get paid...at night can 2 person take taxi than claim from them...and lastly work for 6 hours per day we can earn as much as what my weekly allowance is now...cool huh...
INFLUENCING YUQING AND JASPREET TO LOVE SS501 AND ALSO MY PARKJUNGMIN...
haha...infesting them with lots of videos this 2 days...
but i was watching this video...saw someone saying that JUNGMIN-hyung is gay...
btw hyung means big brother or older brother...
the person was asking whether is he a gay...
really damp my feelings...just because he is feminie doesn't mean he is gay...
he is much MAN than all the others in SS501...he is one of the youngest in the group...with BOF hyunjoong and youngsaeng one year older but JUNGMIN is much more lky a big brother taking care of the others...in SS501 JUNGMIN is lky hyung and the others are lky his dongsaeng...
dongsaeng equals to little or younger siblings...
anyway...
HAPPY 28 YEARS OLD BIRTHDAY TO DARLING JIRO...
today is his birthday...
haha...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
Sang-il Chookha-Hapneeda...
Sang-il Chookha-Hapneeda...
Jul Guh Woon Sang-il Ulh
Chookha-Hapneeda...
♥大東
