I AM SO ******* TIRED OF MY LIFE...
sry if i have to use that word okay...
and any dirty words i have wrote in this whole post...
i know i dun use it often...
or even at all...
but i am really sick of this...
cried in e morning...
who cares...
only liying know...
so what...
i am really sick of this...
parents are always so so damn biase...
i found out that all parents are always better to e younger one...
who even cares about e older one?
everybody would go "you are a grown up...why must i care about you" or "you are mature enuff"
but sometimes e older one really needs the care and love...
yarhh talking about care and love...
euu ppl are doing it in e wrong way...
freaking wrong...
euu ppl are doing it lky "why you get such marks" or "you know how to think right"
talking about extra concern to e younger ones...
friends are always telling me..."warhh your father/mother so good" or lky what esther say "your bro so good to you" or "you so close to your family"...well i gotta say you are so damn wrong...
once my bro fell down...
logically every sis or bro will laugh right?
than they scold scold scold...
lky what the ****
also not i make want right...
suckers...
they are always scolding me but when it is my bro they nv say anything...
i know i spent alot of money on magazines...
but please...
this is my only way to relieve my stress...
what rights do you have to stop me from doing it...
i always wait until example august for me to get the june volume so that it is cheaper...
and sometimes even skip meals to get a magazine i always wanted...
why do you have to stop me...
marcus everytime go out spent money on arcade...
why dun you all scold him...
compared to other ppl...
i really dun spent much...
alot of ppl say issit i too stress than got mental problems...
you always say she where got...
i tell you...i do have stress...
but not of school...
because of you ppl...
and you are right...about the recent probs i have with my friends...
but most of it is you ppl...
euu all are always saying why ppl can do it you can't...
i really dun know why...
i have worked hard...
but why are you ppl keep on rubbing salt on my wound...
always scolding me when i get bad results...
euu think i not sad issit...
scold scold scold...
sometimes i really feel lky ending my life...
although i am not suppose to say this...
but i really cannot take all this anymore...
everytime euu ppl are always ignoring me...
i die who cares...
i know i am short tempered but thats me...
all characteristics are inheritated from you ppl...
want to cry also cannot...
i really can't take it anymore...
btw forget about that...
just went to lot 1 with jas and xue ying...
did had a fun time...
had mac for brunch...
walk round lot 1 for lky 2 rounds...
than went back to mac for ice-cream...
saw alot of cows...
and also a majiong pc game...e characters all are from one million stars generation 1 and 2...
the mc's...
contestants and judges of the show
didn't want to right what was up there after i see all e cows...
but i really can't take it anymore...
HATE IT...HATE MY LIFE...
and btw...
happy belated birthday to JIRO WANG DONG CHEN (DADONG) which happens to fall on e 24th august...aww...
btw if anybody wants to have a good cry,which i am doing now...
and you LOVE 模范棒棒堂...
have a look at this...
this is the graduation part...most touching and also e announcing of the second generation lollipop members...but e announcing is today night play one...
tmr than i put up e link...
btw just to let you know
小祿(ahhhh...),阿本,小馬,毛弟,李銓,鮪魚and野獸...
have been choose...info from www.warnermusic.com
模范棒棒堂 2008/08/28 第一届棒棒堂男孩畢業典禮結業式+棒棒堂二軍正選名單公佈part(1/5):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0d7oR1Q8h6o
its really hard to say goodbye to you ppl lky in e video...
but i have no choice...
you ppl choose to leave me...
i can't do anything...
all i can do is to really wish euu ppl all e best...
thanks for being at my side...
THANK YOU...♥大東
