THANK GOD IT CAME...
two things...
my period and TEENS...
haha...i know got boy reading larhh...ridhwan...just dun read this part...unless euu really want...
btw...really haven had it for lky 2 months right...
before sec 3 camp till now...
may to july...3 months sia...
mum told me not to be so stress...
since i have already let the matter go...
i have relaxed...thats why "aunt" came to find me...
second thing is teens...
i always waiting for this time of e month...it rocks...
got giant poster of jam and yoga...
got lollipop interview...yes!
got jade,yoga and jam's interview...
haha...ridhwan is so funny and...lame?
i lky sitting with him...always laughing lky mad wan...
fun sia...but the ghost story was NOT GOOD...
can't sleep tonight le...
haha...
since i let the matter go...and stop thinking bout it...i feel less stressful...
hanging out with jas and esther...
esther is a total lunatic...
but with her there...its always so so funny...
haha...and their friends are nice too...
i got to know them...
i really wanna thank them for acccepting me...
haha...my mom said to let it go...dun think too much...i guess it's true...
btw a few words...
thanks for letting me realise that i was a total jerk...
i am trying to change...
thanks for letting me know the pain...
so that i think before i do...
thanks for letting me go...
so that i get to know that i have many friends around me...supporting me...
thanks for letting me know...
that its not easy to thrust someone...
thanks for letting me know...
that its no use once everything settles...
thanks for being great friends for the past two years...
i will nv forget euu all....or maybe euu will remember me for the pain...
this year is so dame terrible for me...
failing subjects...
losing my friends...
i just wanna say...
i really had fun with euu guys...
birthday last year...the cake smashing and the singing of birthday song so loudly
gly birthday...i know its not mine...but had fun with her...
last year's national day with gly...
gly for comforting me when i am down...with all the foolish thoughts in my head...
mil for comforting me when i got panic attacks...
having fun during recess when we decided to sort of ps ct everytime...
in the lib when mil was placing the books everywhere to make gly have a hard job...
everything...
now i seem to lost all of them...at once...
this year's birthday...i dun think anyone's gonna be beside me...
no one to comfort me when i am down...
no national day outing...
nothing...
i just hope to focus on NDP...last year le...
focus on my studies...although its difficult...
i guess its all back to the starting line...
with nothing in my mind...
i guess its over...
getting euur forgiveness is nv gonna happen...
it can't happen in reality...
euu might see that i am happy...
but in my heart...i am not...
♥大東
