last time euu will always tell me that if i really happy with euu i should tell you...
and i have agreed...
i know i didn't really tell euu in person but at least in my blog i clearly stated everything...even stated euur names...we have been tgt for lky at 1 year...i can't believe that until now euu still dun understand me.i dun dare to speak up...thats why a blog is my first place to sort of sort up my questions and feelings...but i really can't believe that euu didn't tell me that euu wasn't happy and that all the things euu do that really hurt me lots...
i know i am in the wrong...don't euu think that if that day euu were to ask me and i said i was jealous,euu sure will say why and everybody will be very gan ga...
thats why i choose to say in my blog...i didn't did any dirty things behind euur back and even tell euur secrets...if i really did tell me...if not really pls don't say all that...i am really sad
when friday euu all actually say that 9 euu all want to conference and i sms gly...she say she call ct than next sms was she say she going with her parents,cui tian can't make it and euu didn't want to watch.i became suspicious...so i decided to ask crys to test gly...although she didn't leak it out but i was still suspicious...until i read euur blog and confirm everything...when cuitian say hancock was nice,i even confirm when i read euur blog...ytd euu was scolding me for just very little things...i was really sad...euu no happy with me euu shouldn't scold me bro too...i was really disappointed...when euu scold me,i really felt lky crying...and all the words that euu wrote in euur blog...i didn't know that euu really hate me so much...i dun really hate gly and ct for ps me and going out with euu...its normal...everyone would lky to go out with a popular kid than one that euu hate...i really dun blame you too except for the fact that euu all lied to me...i know euu all didn't want me to know...althought on when i knew about it i really hate euu...since euu think that i am not worth your tears and all euur friends say that i am not worth it...i really can't disappear in front of euu...the most i can do is be on my own and not bother all of euu... but i really hope that at least euu shouldn't ask gly to lie to me and even ps me...frankly speaking she is my only friend and euu even had to pull all of them to ps me...i am really very sorry to make euu sad but i am disappointed...sorry...
mildred i hope we can be friends again...or the most at least if gly agrees let her be with me...i know that she also hates me...for ct i dun really think that she hates me that much...but i really hope we can be tgt...if not nvm i really dun blame all of euu
♥大東
