FINALLY...
oral...its over...
haha...nice...i think i have done better...and thats the best that i can give...haha...
it rocks lky totally...
i really thank the girls and chin for listening to me...i think we really had great time together...
the thing that we help teacher to do...tgt...i think we had fun although it was ugly...
thanks for listening to me when i was down...
thanks for telling me what was right...
thanks for making me have a wonderful and stressless time before the oral...
thanks for cheering me up so that i can focus on my oral...
I REALLY WANNA THANK THE HMT STUDENTS MAKING THIS DAY SO FUN...
i really had a great time hanging with euu ppl...haha...
oh yarhh i found out that pearlyn change alot...
i totally love her the way she is now...
she changed alot...really...and for the better side...
haha...i totally had fun just now...doing the cranes and everything with euu...
although this year those who wish me luck was just a few...but thanks all the girls in the same room as me...crys,eunice,lishan,zara,vanessa,jess,jing xian...and the others...really was so heart warming...haha...so funny when the gay tcher scold haha...so funny...so awkward to talk when he is lky in front of us taking the time...haha...laugh...
btw...
just wanna say something to euu..hope euu think about everything that i say...
i dun admit that i have grown much but i just wanna say that last friday during combine discussion with 2 sec 2 scouts and wee kiong...i was the first to start introducing...i was the one who lead the discussions...ytd during HMT,we help tcher to do the thing...we had great fun...i also talk to those whom i have nv talk to lky for a month...i am much open in class now...and as for friends,i talk to glynnis library friends...like yu fan,yu chuan,nadra,cindy they all...i also know my bros friends...i also know the scouts...HMT friends...and not leaving out 3/5 and 2/7 ppl...see...i can do all that stuffs...not to show euu that i can do it...but i have agreed to try and mix around like what euu say...i just want euu to know a few things...
1. i nv ever said i wanted to ps euu
2. i think that now i can say euu hurt me more...once is about this incident...the other is ps-ing me during FnN...ps-ing me during last sat...and what euu did in the phone...
3. the purpose of me calling glynnis and talking to her about it is that i dun wan euu to know...if i wanted euu to know i would have called euu...but euu did DIRTY things lky listening thru a conference between me and her...thats what i am hurt about to...
4. lky what euu say...euu wan ppl to be with euu the way euu are...but why can't euu accept me as who i am...and my bro...imagine if what happen between euu and my bro happen to me and euur bro...and i did the same thing to him...and the story he told euu...how would euu feel...
5. euu said that everything euu want to clear ytd during recess...but euu said nothing...and even ps me before hand...pls if euu really dun wan to talk about it and forget about me...than why dun euu tell me before...
6. euu said that euu would reconsider...but i ask euu truly...have euu?
7. i only merely give suggestions...not orders
8. everybody have diff views and character...not everyone is lky euu...not scared of ghost...being striaghtforward...euu want to change everyone so that they become lky euu...not everyone have the same personality as euu in the world...
9. euu only think of euur feelings...nv think of others...euu just care about euurself...other ppl have feelings too...
lky what i told crys...i dun wan to continue anymore...i can't sleep just thinking about it...i can't focus...i think we should end it once and for all...lky what gly say...we are ppl with 2 diff character...euu are proactive and straight while i am those kind who is sort of anti-social,can i say shy?we are like the north and south pole...we nv meet...i have tried my best to stay by euu...lky tolerating euur straight forwardness and everything...but why can't euu?why can't euu tolerate me...i did all my best to change...have euu?euu said...anything not happy about euu tell euu...i told euu...but did euu listen?i have listen to euu...euu kep on say i dun understand why euu ppl hate me...yarhh i dun understand...why dun euu tell me?euu nv tell me how and i possibly gonna change right?
i only wan euu to know this...no need for reply...just answer in euur heart...writing all this is not to make euu pity me...i just wan euu to know that...for gly and ct...i hope euu can tell me what to do...what i am wrong in...and most importantly euur TRUE feelings...can sent me an email or even a msg in friendster...or here...it alright with me...call me also can...i really wanna know euur true feelings...
lky what the others have said to me...don't think too much...dun bother about it...just dun care...i will listen to euu all larhh...try my best not to think too much...to crys...i will be fine...the sms-s...was just for me to vent anger although those are my real and true feelings...but i thank euu for lending me a listening ear...thanks gly for listening to me...and thanks ct for the msg...i am trying to improve relationship with my school mates le...i will try to mix more...thats alll...
to HMT friends...
well its over...hope euu ppl happy with what euu have done...i think that we all have done the best...and its over...those not happy...nvm it over...next year we got 2 more orals to go...must jiayou...haha...i feel lky celebrating now...haha...nvm maybe ask my mom treat me to something...haha...as for the celebrations...i think can wait till the results is out than can celebrate with chen lao shi...haha...LOVE EUU PEPS...haha thanks chin for being beside me today...lending me euur ear...and after oral the waiting time...it was lky so fun larhh...lucky euu were there...if not boring lky hell lorhh...haha...thats all...
♥大東
